Oops...forgot a "minor" detail

I alluded to it, but I didn't exactly state a key piece of info in that last post. I decided to cancel the diagnostic laparoscopy for next Monday. I want to see how things go with these new supplements. And even though I didn't say it in my post on Saturday night, a big part of why I wanted to have the surgery was that I was actually hoping that it would be bad. That the results would be that things looked horrible and my odds of getting pregnant based on what they saw would be slim to none. I wanted to be done with this. And now with the renewal of my hope...I would rather not know if it looks bad. Because even if it does, I believe that God is working and that one day I will be pregnant.